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Seclusions

by Endorphins Lost

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1.
Shell 02:07
Deflowered by society, Leaving your disgusting mark on the world. Deflowered by charm Anything to feel self worth That somehow gets lost along the way A boost of confidence, a snort of luck Flying high
 The feeling of empowerment Anything to forget the degradation
 The money and fame is a dull knife
 Making its quota by meager standards Cutting out the shame Leaving behind a scar for the world’s amusement Another human casualty
 Fallen prey to a most ravenous spotlight Disgusting charade, no one’s laughing
 Climb the echelons of self-debasing feats
, pretty boy Each more denatured and pathetic than the last, pretty girl Starved and desperate for a sense of approval, so sexy A sense of self, a sense of anything
 at all How long can this go on?
 Just another day of punishment
 Just another week of single served hell Just another month, another year another lifetime Of opinions and scruples Morales and conclusions Disgusting charade, no one’s laughing
2.
Human Shield 01:14
I don’t want to kill you
 I just want you crippled
 To make you grovel, make you beg.
 To hurt like I've hurt
 And when you tasted my hatred
 You will know 
Like a crisp and ruthless edge.
 When you feel me in you That's when you will know
 Just how broken you are 
I am your friend, I am your lover
, plunging you on the blade 
Isolation is the cancer
 that's feeding inside your head 
The best way to build a cage
. Is to learn how to break it take the fall, it’s only fair

3.
Cold 00:15
Cold in your bed Dead in your head Pull a sheet across your face It's over Cold in your head You're already dead Drape a sheet across your face It's over
4.
Easy Skin 00:58
I have this knife Powder coated misery Looking sharp, changing lives in seconds Slip it in and out smoothly What a beauty I could if I wanted to I could ruin you good
5.
There is nothing Beyond the fire Prepare yourself for what the eyes won't see For what the mind refuses to believe Trauma scarring miles wide Too damaged to speak What words could possibly frame this moment? Who will save us? There's nothing left Where do we go now? There's nothing left Nothing left beyond the fire The sky is tar and all that I've ever known is burning Car wrecks miles wide A vicious display of flesh and steel With nothing to offer but a vulgar lyric Handed down by a god who has forgotten And we preach it like the golden rule It takes a blaze It takes a blaze to erase you Still the pain Still the pain burns in my memory Don't look back Don’t look back there's nothing left Don't look back Don’t look back they're already dead There is nothing Beyond the fire
6.
Death out on the front lines No hope left in their eyes Stare out across the wards, what casualties of nature Patients here recite their final will From wall to wall, caged like dogs, Awaiting euthanasia These prison cells divide themselves And spread throughout this graveyard Stale rank of death looms inside these walls There is no fire left to burn It's your load to carry, Your strength is met pound for pound Your courage can part these terminal seas.
7.
Seclusions 03:04
Eyes no longer tracking Looking onward without feeling Up the dosage in a trance Stare out in the rain, never ending Rivers rising, all is grey No more thinking Mouth no longer speaking Comatose no motor function Paralyzed by harsh reality Pacified by null serenity The joy of laughter is a relic Seldom heard in here Cold and piercing Marbled glare, dead to the world Rivers rising, all is grey No more thinking Inside her confined cell He's bound inside her mind Stir crazy within seclusion Trapped behind her eyes Until daylight comes We are locked down by this fear of darkness Prey to the phobia that she weaves Close your eyes and pinch yourself and scream until you writhe awake This somnambulistic curse is real Even if you get inside her shell it won't change anything By design we're prisoners of our fears We hear the logic and the pleas but it doesn't matter anyway You can't ease the rigidity of the mind The constrictor's wrath has taken hold We're locked into our seclusions To face the horrors trapped behind our eyes
8.
Worm 01:08
Crawl the earth A test of worth How much shit will you eat? Feast your way to a fantasy promotion Pathetic, spineless worm Your department is going under Cower in my presence Fiending validation You are primitive man And you've just seen God So be a yes sir, no sir proper trick And walking boss might let you fetch his gun So he can further exploit how broken you are By signing his checks with your blood The bitter cold reality of a working class society Is people would do anything to keep their job So would you trench through 9 miles of hell If you knew you were digging your own grave?
9.
Passing 00:21
This is the room where i was born And it is the place where i will die They haven't come to wish me well They're here to say goodbye
10.
At a Crawl 01:36
Can you save her? Can you do for her what she can not? Do you have the strength to give her... Happiness, pride, money, hope? Will you give her reason? Just another John Self worth is the smashed mirror glass in her hands It's a lie Self respect? A fucking joke Cry to yourself, for the family, cry for another drink Can the tears of a child pump the life back in her veins? Such a shame If you only knew you would have turned around We stood so strong when we did nothing Now we're crawling helpless
11.
Someone out there knows What has been done and the punishment coming A hammer dull nails and a cage A violent death is all that is certain The savagery learned on the way Now I have a purpose Find him, kill him
12.
Stone Man 01:32
An old man sits in the sun His joints are sore and his bones are worn Creases in his smile like a road map He is withered and beat down by time But he wields a grin and holds a fire inside And never shows his strife He wears a face of stone A moment of silence in the rain Foreign soil and bullets ripping Flesh and bone pounded to mud Flag draped caskets homeward bound Miles of brothers arriving by express Too many funerals in the rain Cold sweat and tears A shell shocked head hangs low Back at home the battle rages on Fought with pills and radiation Until all the fight escaped her One more funeral Red roses in the rain And so he sits stricken with grief As cancer eats him away He just licks the scars of his life passed away And wears his face of stone Enjoying the sun with a smile Dreaming of his flag draped casket Today there is no rain
13.
Strip me down, Branded livestock Take my choice, take my rights Beaten at will, randomly tortured Onset to death One in five die everyday Am i today's lucky number? Onset to a beaten nation Battered wife syndrome We've become the master's plaything Down doggy Lay still while the knife goes in Widespread animal abuse American choke chain Become Americana Take my choice, take my rights Voluntary degradation The hottest trend
14.
Do you see me? I'm the one smiling Just another face in the rain You see me laughing and fall in But I'm laughing at you I revel in your misfortune I want you to hurt you in the worst way Slow, subtle, manipulation A mob is a vessel for blind influence Force-fed opinions to follow The hatred flows like burning slag Until you are swallowed in its maw It's the idea that kills, impossible to protest Does one forget? Perhaps they never know? To dominate, or just to deceive? To maintain control, construct belief The vision begets the journey begets the curtain closing end 2 minutes hate, a fire set to burn Our ritual surmise, till there's nothing I ease the knife in gently And you think I'm just being kind But you're the joke And I can't stop... Do you see me now? I'm spitting on you Just another face in the rain Here to tear you apart Cold, rhythmic, humiliation My secret weapon Do you see me now?

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released February 16, 2019

Recording and mastering by Greg Wilkinson at Earhammer Studios in Oakland, California.

From The Head of Zeus Records

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