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Choose Your Way

by Endorphins Lost

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CHILDREN LAUGH, CHILDREN LOVE LIVE THE DREAM, DREAM FOREVER TRAUMA SWALLOWS, LIKE A STORM NOTHING LEFT, JUST A SHELL NO ONE TOLD YOU LIFE’S THIS WAY NO ONE SAID YOU HAVE A SAY GROW UP FAST, GROW UP HARD JUST A GAME OF LIVE AND LEARN GROW UP BLOODY, RAPED AND COLD JUST A FUCKED UP LIFE ALONE CONSTANT DISTRESS, SEETHE WITH REVENGE COVIT THE LIVES, THEY NEVER HAD SO MUCH PRESSURE TO BE GOOD ALIENATED, MISUNDERSTOOD TERMINALLY DAMAGED, NO CHANCE FOR SUCCESS TRAUMA CONSUMING, LEARN TO FORGET AND NOW I’M OLDER, THE ANGER STILL BURNS IN ME MY FUTURE WIELDS A DARK CONCLUSION AS FAR AS MY BLIND EYES CAN SEE OH GRANT ME SUNSHINE OR A SONG OR ANYTHING TO HELP ME GET ALONG OH GRANT ME PEACE FROM THIS CONFUSION, WHERE DO I TURN? MY DARK THOUGHTS REVEALED BY THE LIGHT OF THE BRIDGES THAT I BURN
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Shut In 01:37
BLACK SUIT GHOSTS SPEAK IN TONGUES, AS IF I CANNOT HEAR THEIR DEMON SPEAK LIKE POISON TO MY EARS I SPEAK A CIPHER THEY CAN’T DECODE I’M A FUCKING SHUT IN ALL ALONE YOU FOOLED ME ONCE, YOU WILL AGAIN I CUT THE TIE I HAVE NO FRIENDS I CANNOT TRUST, NEVER AGAIN EVERYONE’S SCHEMING, TRYING TO GET IN THEY’RE SPREADING THEIR FILTHY VERMIN LIES PLOTS AGAINST ME HYPNOTIZE THOSE AROUND ME I CAN’T BELIEVE EVERY WORD MEANT TO DECEIVE SEAL THE DOORS, NAILS AND BOARDS I’LL CLEAN AND LOAD MY GUNS ONCE MORE THIS TIME THEY’LL BRING THE LETHAL DOSE TO PUT ME DOWN FOR WHAT I KNOW YOU FOOLED ME ONCE, YOU WILL AGAIN I CUT THE TIES, I HAVE NO FRIENDS I’M WAITING FOR THE NEXT ATTACK WITH ONE HAND ON YOUR HEART THE OTHER HAND BEHIND YOUR BACK I CANNOT TRUST YOU, NEVER AGAIN I’M A SHUT IN ALL ALONE I SHUT THE WORLD OUT IT’S NOT A QUESTION OF IF YOU WILL TURN ON ME... IT’S WHEN?
3.
Zipper Gang 01:02
THIS IS ONLY PAIN, THIS IS ONLY BLOOD, THIS IS ONLY... FEAR IS LONG BEHIND ME, IT’S TOO LATE FOR THAT NOW BLINDED AND RESTRAINED, WE’RE KNELT TO THE GROUND GUILTY FOR BEING AMERICAN THE PUNISHMENT OUTWEIGHS THE CRIME THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS, WHEN YOU STEP OUT OF LINE DEATH PRESSES FORWARD, HOT BLOOD POOLS AT MY KNEES THIS IS MY LIFE AT THE HILT OF A KNIFE, READY TO SILENCE ME THE SAW PASSING THROUGH BONE SOUNDS LIKE A ZIPPER AROUND MY NECK I HEAR THE SCREAMS OF MOUTHLESS MEN ALL BEFORE ME NOW LAY DEAD I JOIN THE ZIPPER GANG AS I’M FORCED DOWN TO SERVE THE BLADE MY HEART POUNDS IN MY THROAT BUT THE CAN NEVER HURT ME MORE THAN I HAVE HURT MYSELF I WORSHIP THE PAIN, I WELCOME THE BLADE I’LL SEE ALL OF YOU IN HELL THE FIRST CUT ENDS MY PAIN, THE NEXT CUT ENDS MY FEAR THE LAST CUT ENDS ME
4.
AUGUST 1ST, MIGHTY JUDGE OF WORTH THE ANGELS LOOKED AWAY THE SUN HAD DIED BEFORE ITS RISE NO SONGBIRD SINGS TODAY HAD THEY KNOWN THIS WOULD BE THEIR LAST THEY’D BE FUCKING OR SHOOTING UP DOPE THE FUTURE IS COLD ON A SLAB AT THE MORGUE THROUGH THE GAZE OF A SNIPER’S SCOPE WITHIN 90 MINUTES, CASUALTIES MOUNTED MANY WON’T MAKE IT THROUGH THE NIGHT JUST FODDER TO FOFILL A LUNATIC'S PROPHECY NECESSITATING DEATH OF EVERY WARM BODY TARGET IN SIGHT TEARS QUENCH THIS HOLLOW GROUND THIS DAY IN 66’ 16 CASKETS LOWERED DOWN A NATION’S EYES TRANSFIXED WHAT DOES THIS COMMUNAL KNIFE WOUND TELL US? EVERYONE IS AN ENEMY EVERYONE'S A TARGET
5.
TAKE YOUR COMPANY FUNDED, GOD/FAMILY/FOOTBALL TRADITIONAL MYTH FROM YOUR MIND THIS RAPIDLY TRENDING, PAID ADVERTISING ALLURE HAS SMOTHERED YOUR EYES OUR STRIP-MALL CULTURE HAS EVASIVELY ROOTED INTO OUR SOCIETY BLANKET "ALL HAIL THE KING" SAY WE SLAVES OF THE SCREEN AS WE BUILD YOUR EMPIRE OF SHIT ONCE THESE “RIGHTS” HAVE RETARDED YOU’LL BE BACK WHERE YOU STARTED LAYING IN A HOSPITAL BED WAKE UP DEAD
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WHEN THEY FINALLY FOUND HIM HE WAS LYING FACE DOWN IN A DIRTY MOTEL ON THE DESPERATE SIDE OF TOWN SO MUCH SMACK IN HIS VEINS THEY SAID HE DIED INSTANTLY THEY SUGAR COAT THE NEWS WITH “HE DIDN’T FEEL A THING” WHY DID HE DO IT? WHO FUCKING CARES? IT DOESN’T REALLY MATTER NOW THERE’S NO LIFE LEFT IN THERE IT LEAVES US FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO WONDER WHERE WE WENT WRONG? PRIDE REDUCED TO HUMILIATION THEY SAY TIME HEALS ALL WOUNDS, ONE THING THAT IS TRUE THE OLDER THAT I GET, THE MORE THAT I LOSE LOWEST DEPTH, NOTHING LEFT I’M DEFEATED BY THE GRIEF NO WAY FORWARD, NO ROAD BACK SORROW GOT THE BEST OF ME I CRY OUT FOR AN ANSWER, BUT I’M DEPRIVED OF THE WORDS SO I JUST KEEP ON SCREAMING, ONLY MY OWN VOICE IS HEARD YOU WERE THE LIGHT IN MY LIFE,YOU MEANT THE WORLD TO ME NOW THAT YOUR’E GONE I DRIFT ALL ALONE JUST ANOTHER SHIP LOST AT SEA YOU LEFT ME BLEEDING, BARELY BREATHING MY HEART FOREVER BEATING ALONE TIME GOES BY, STILL I CRY YOU LEFT A VOID TO HAVE AND HOLD ALONE, ALONE, I BUILD THESE WALLS OF STONE I’M STANDING ON THE OUTSIDE EDGE I FEEL THE PAVEMENT CALLING YOU MADE YOUR CHOICE NOW I MAKE MINE A TRAGIC TURN BEGINS AGAIN END MY PAIN? SELFISH GAME TWIST OF FATE, CHOOSE YOUR WAY
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Lash Of Time 01:29
OLD MACHINE, DULL AND RIGID, DEAD AND WORN, CORRODED WIRE, SEIZING GEARS, FAILED CONDITION ARCANE TECHNOLOGY OUR WORK OUTSHINES OUR BROKEN HANDS, THE MACHINE GREW BIGGER THAN THE MAN, HE WORKED UNTIL HE COULDN’T STAND A COMICAL SPECTACLE SHADOWED BY WHAT WE CREATE, OVERWORKED, UNDERPAID, EVULSION FOR THE MODERN AGE ABUSED BY THE ELEMENTS NOW CATALOGED IN YEARS OF DUST, NOTHING CUTS THROUGH THE RUST, A TESTAMENT OF DISGUST ABUSED BY SOCIETY IN THE WAKE OF YOUR STRUGGLE WHAT HAVE YOU ACCOMPLISHED? YOU LOATHE YOUR REFLECTION BROKEN DOWN AND IMPOVERISHED OBSOLETE, CAN’T COMPETE WASTE OF SPACE, TO BE REPLACED IN ITS TIME CUTTING EDGE NOTHING NOW, FORGOTTEN THE NEW MACHINE ASSIMILATED, OILED, TUNED, CALIBRATED, NO MISTAKES, NO COMPLAINTS ENSIGN OF EFFICIENCY THE LASH OF TIME LEFT YOU BEHIND, YOUR INFERIORITY WELL DEFINED, ENVY IS THE KILLING KIND A COMICAL SPECTACLE SENILE AND VOID OF ALL AMBITION, YOU’LL DIE WITHOUT YOUR RECOGNITION, THE IRONY IS SICKENING ABUSED BY SOCIETY TECHNOLOGY THE UMBILICAL NOOSE, NEO-LUDIAN THEORIES PROVE, DEATH TO SOME, GOD TO ALL OBSOLETE, CAN’T COMPETE WASTE OF SPACE, TO BE REPLACED IN ITS TIME, CUTTING EDGE NOTHING NOW, FORGOTTEN FORGOTTEN, FORGOTTEN, FORGOTTEN, FORGOTTEN THE LASH OF TIME, A TWISTING KNIFE YOUR FUCKED UP LIFE, SOON TO BE FORGOTTEN
8.
Nothing 01:15
THERE’S NOTHING I CAN DO, NOTHING I CAN SAY PULL THE PLUG, DROP THE HAMMER, TURN THE PAGE, WALK AWAY MY HOLLOW RIGHTS, I WATCH DECAY EVER GROWING LESS AMUSED, PASSION TURNS TO SELF ABUSE I DON’T WANT TO CARE, ABUSE MY BODY I DON’T WANT TO THINK, ABUSE MY SOUL I FEEL NO ATTACHMENT TO THIS WORLD WHERE I’M LIVING ALL OF MY FRIENDS ARE DEAD ANYWAY I FEEL NO CONNECTION TO THOSE WHO KEEP SPITTING OPINIONS LIKE VOMIT AS IF I SHOULD CARE PUT ME TO BED, I WANT TO KEEP DREAMING OF A PLACE WITH NO HATRED, NO PAIN OR DESPAIR A GUN TO MY HEAD, I’LL KEEP ON DREAMING I’LL FADE AWAY AND NO ONE WILL CARE MY BODY MEANS NOTHING, ITS ONLY A VESSEL TO CARRY MY SOUL, THAT’S SICK OF BELIEVING IN A DREAM THAT MEANS NOTHING, I FADE AWAY A DREAM OF EXISTING, I FADE AWAY I AM NOTHING
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Your Disease 00:53
YOU GOT A PRETTY MOUTH WHEN I BREAK ALL OF YOUR TEETH OUT NOT SO FUCKING FUNNY ANYMORE THIS KNIFE HOLE THROUGH YOUR EGO LIKE A SWITCH ACROSS THE SPINE FEEL THE WOUNDS DIG DEEPER UNTIL YOU BREAK BENEATH THE PAIN YOUR MACHO SELF IMAGE, LIKE WARM BLOOD IN MY MOUTH REPULSED BY YOUR DISEASE, I FUCKING CUT YOU OUT
10.
TODAY A FUCKING CHILD, DIED BY MY HAND SHOT IN THE NECK, HE SUFFERED NOW HE’S DEAD NO TIME TO THINK, FUCK EM’ I’M ALIVE NO TIME TO FEEL, FUCK EM’ I’M ALIVE IT’S ME OR THEM, FUCK EM’ I’M ALIVE INSTINCT TO KILL, FUCK EM’ I’M ALIVE THEY’RE NOT PEOPLE, THEY ARE TARGETS ONLY WAR, ONLY WAR REMAINS THEY’RE NOT PEOPLE, THEY ARE TARGETS ONLY WAR, ONLY WAR REMAINS 1000 DEAD, NO CHANGE GLORY,DEATH,HONOR,PAIN AT LAST THE BATTLE SMOKE CLEARS, WE HAVE WON MY HOPE FOR THESE PEOPLE WENT DOWN WITH THE SUN TRAINED BY MY COUNTRY TO SURVIVE IN HELL IT’S MY PURPOSE TO END LIFE, AS FAR AS I CAN TELL COLD SWEAT, LAY AWAKE, TOMORROW I’M BACK IN THE STATES OUT OF STEP, ALL ALONE I WAS NEVER MEANT TO COME HOME I BELONG IN A PIT, CANNOT COPE, CAN’T FORGET WITH MY BROTHERS IN THE SHIT, FULL OF ANGER AND REGRET A RIBBON AROUND THE OLD OAK TREE I LIVED A DRONE I’LL DIE A SLAVE ALL THESE PEOPLE ARE STRANGERS TO ME I PRAY FOR FLOWERS ON MY GRAVE THEY’RE NOT PEOPLE, THEY ARE TARGETS ONLY WAR, ONLY WAR REMAINS THEY’RE NOT PEOPLE, THEY ARE TARGETS ONLY WAR, ONLY WAR REMAINS 1,000,000 DEAD, NO CHANGE GLORY,DEATH,HONOR,PAIN
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YOU HAD YOUR FILL, YOU TAKE STILL, YOU ALWAYS WILL LESSON LEARNED? THE VOICES SAY, HAVE YOUR WAY, CAN YOU STRAY? LESSON LEARNED LIFE OF SERVITUDE, FEED YOUR DEMONS ALL ALONG INSIDE YOUR’E SCREAMING CAN YOU ESCAPE YOUR PRIVATE HELL? ONLY BLOOD WILL TELL
12.
BECAUSE YOUR’E SICK, BECAUSE YOU FEEL THE NEED BECAUSE YOU HAVE A FUCKED UP SEXUAL COMPULSION TO BREED BECAUSE YOUR’E WEAK AND WANT TO SPREAD YOUR SEED WHY ARE YOU JUST TOO FUCKING DUMB TO SEE? ONCE IN THE BLOODSTREAM, THERE WILL BE BLOODY CHANGE MUST WE KEEP FUCKING TILL WE’RE ALL FUCKED THE SAME? 1 IN 5 HAVE IT, AND DON’T EVEN KNOW THAT’S 42MILLION EATERS IN THIS COUNTRY ALONE WE MUST EDUCATE TO RISE UP FROM THIS IGNORANT AFFLICTION FOR 1 IN 1 IS ON THE RISE, BEFORE YOU KNOW IT YOUR’E A VICTIM THE DISEASE IS ALL AROUND US, IT’S HIDING IN OUR SKIN SO GIVE IN TO TEMPTATION, AND LET THE FUCKING POISON IN WE COULD STOP THIS EPIDEMIC, IF WE ONLY CARED INSTEAD WE WATCH THE WALKING DEAD PRAY ON THE UNAWARE
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FEEL THE COLD CRISP EDGE SKIN TENSING AS THE BLADE TOUCHES DOWN TENSION RELEASES, THE BODY IS TAPPED BLOOD POOLS RAPIDLY, LIKE SPIKING FOR OIL MASSIVE ENDORPHIN RUSH RELEASED TO COMBAT THE PAIN STEAL THE LIGHT AS LONG AS YOU CAN THE DARK PATH LIES AHEAD DOPE AND FEAR, INDUCED PARALYSIS CAN’T SHUT IT OFF, STRAPPED IN FOR THE RIDE WEAK AND NUMB, PUMP YOURSELF DRY FEEL THEIR INSTRUMENTS, DIGGING INSIDE PRESSURE AND HEAT, YOUR INNARDS RANSACKED LIKE A SEARCH AND SEIZURE WHO KNOWS WHAT THEY’RE AFTER? COLD SWEAT, NIGHT TERROR BED WET WITH PISS AND FEAR IN PATIENT STAY TILL DEATH THERE’S NO HOPE LEFT IN HERE TERROR IS FEEDING IT’S A RARE CONDITION THERE’S A CHANCE FOR SURVIVAL IF YOU CAN FACE THE KNIFE
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BLOOD THIRST, RELENTLESS A UNIFIED EYE WITNESSED HUNGRY, A BODY FRESHLY DEAD FEEDING, A BULLET THROUGH THE HEAD AN AUDIENCE WATCHES WITH NO THOUGHT TO PAUSE THE ATROCITY IS ALL BUT GRIEVED ANALYZED METICULOUSLY VIOLENCE, THE CORNERSTONE OF OUR ENTERTAINMENT MURDER CAPTIVATES OUR LIVES A SHAME IT HAS TO BE A CRIME WE DEPRIVE OURSELVES OF OUR PRIMAL TEMPTATIONS AND LEAVE THE MEDIA TO HAVE THE FUN IT PLAYS ALL DAY ON RE-RUN IN OUR FACE, NO RESTRAINT TORTURE FLASHING ON THE SCREEN CAMERAS SNATCHING EVERY SCENE THE CURTAINS DROP, THE SHUTTER STOPS APPLAUSE, APPLAUSE, APPLAUSE OUR EYES ARE LOCKED OUR JAWS ARE DROPPED IT CAN’T BE UNDONE YET LEAVES US HUNGRY STILL HOW HER LEGS DANCE SO FREE, WITH NO PELVIS TO RESTRAIN SPECTATORS LOOKING ONWARD DROOLING OVER EVERY CRY OF PAIN WHAT A SICKENING REALIZATION SOMEONE WANTS TO WATCH ME DIE OR PAY HARD EARNED BLOOD MONEY TO WITNESS THE MURDER WITH THEIR OWN EYES WELCOME TO THE DAILY SNUFF SHOW CAN YOU HEAR THE MILLIONS CHEER? DO YOU FANCY AN EXECUTION? OR A SUICIDE AMONGST YOUR PEERS? HEARTLESS, BUTCHERY IN GOD WE TRUST THIS MONEY CAST DOWN BY A GOLDEN HAND A KILLING JUST TO PROVE YOU CAN DICTATE MORTALITY FOR A PRICE MURDER INFLATION ON THE RISE IS IT EVER A SURPRISE? PEOPLE ARE KILLING JUST TO BE RECOGNIZED AS A HEARTLESS CELEBRITY BY A SHAMELESS SOCIETY AS THE NEWS REEL PREFORMS ITS SICKENING REPRISE MURDER FLASHING ON THE SCREEN BLOODHOUNDS OGGLING EVERY SCENE AND THE WORLD KEEPS TURNING AS WE’RE DESENSITIZED TORTURE FLASHING ON THE SCREEN CAMERAS SNATCHING EVERY SCENE THE CURTAINS DROP, THE SHUTTER STOPS APPLAUSE, APPLAUSE, APPLAUSE OUR EYES ARE LOCKED OUR JAWS ARE DROPPED IT CAN’T BE UNDONE YET LEAVES US HUNGRY STILL THIS IS THE TORTURE REPORT TODAY

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Recorded by Greg Wilkinson at Earhammer Studios during June 2015.

Mastered by Ryan butler at Arcane Digital Recording.

Released by Six Weeks Records.

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released November 25, 2016

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