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Learn To Forget
01:53
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CHILDREN LAUGH, CHILDREN LOVE
LIVE THE DREAM, DREAM FOREVER
TRAUMA SWALLOWS, LIKE A STORM
NOTHING LEFT, JUST A SHELL
NO ONE TOLD YOU LIFE’S THIS WAY
NO ONE SAID YOU HAVE A SAY
GROW UP FAST, GROW UP HARD
JUST A GAME OF LIVE AND LEARN
GROW UP BLOODY, RAPED AND COLD
JUST A FUCKED UP LIFE ALONE
CONSTANT DISTRESS, SEETHE WITH REVENGE
COVIT THE LIVES, THEY NEVER HAD
SO MUCH PRESSURE TO BE GOOD
ALIENATED, MISUNDERSTOOD
TERMINALLY DAMAGED, NO CHANCE FOR SUCCESS
TRAUMA CONSUMING, LEARN TO FORGET
AND NOW I’M OLDER, THE ANGER STILL BURNS IN ME
MY FUTURE WIELDS A DARK CONCLUSION
AS FAR AS MY BLIND EYES CAN SEE
OH GRANT ME SUNSHINE OR A SONG
OR ANYTHING TO HELP ME GET ALONG
OH GRANT ME PEACE FROM THIS CONFUSION, WHERE DO I TURN?
MY DARK THOUGHTS REVEALED BY THE LIGHT OF THE BRIDGES THAT I BURN
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Shut In
01:37
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BLACK SUIT GHOSTS
SPEAK IN TONGUES, AS IF I CANNOT HEAR
THEIR DEMON SPEAK LIKE POISON TO MY EARS
I SPEAK A CIPHER THEY CAN’T DECODE
I’M A FUCKING SHUT IN ALL ALONE
YOU FOOLED ME ONCE, YOU WILL AGAIN
I CUT THE TIE I HAVE NO FRIENDS
I CANNOT TRUST, NEVER AGAIN
EVERYONE’S SCHEMING, TRYING TO GET IN
THEY’RE SPREADING THEIR FILTHY VERMIN LIES
PLOTS AGAINST ME HYPNOTIZE
THOSE AROUND ME I CAN’T BELIEVE
EVERY WORD MEANT TO DECEIVE
SEAL THE DOORS, NAILS AND BOARDS
I’LL CLEAN AND LOAD MY GUNS ONCE MORE
THIS TIME THEY’LL BRING THE LETHAL DOSE
TO PUT ME DOWN FOR WHAT I KNOW
YOU FOOLED ME ONCE, YOU WILL AGAIN
I CUT THE TIES, I HAVE NO FRIENDS
I’M WAITING FOR THE NEXT ATTACK
WITH ONE HAND ON YOUR HEART
THE OTHER HAND BEHIND YOUR BACK
I CANNOT TRUST YOU, NEVER AGAIN
I’M A SHUT IN ALL ALONE
I SHUT THE WORLD OUT
IT’S NOT A QUESTION OF IF YOU WILL TURN ON ME... IT’S WHEN?
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Zipper Gang
01:02
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THIS IS ONLY PAIN, THIS IS ONLY BLOOD, THIS IS ONLY...
FEAR IS LONG BEHIND ME, IT’S TOO LATE FOR THAT NOW
BLINDED AND RESTRAINED, WE’RE KNELT TO THE GROUND
GUILTY FOR BEING AMERICAN
THE PUNISHMENT OUTWEIGHS THE CRIME
THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS, WHEN YOU STEP OUT OF LINE
DEATH PRESSES FORWARD, HOT BLOOD POOLS AT MY KNEES
THIS IS MY LIFE AT THE HILT OF A KNIFE, READY TO SILENCE ME
THE SAW PASSING THROUGH BONE
SOUNDS LIKE A ZIPPER AROUND MY NECK
I HEAR THE SCREAMS OF MOUTHLESS MEN
ALL BEFORE ME NOW LAY DEAD
I JOIN THE ZIPPER GANG
AS I’M FORCED DOWN TO SERVE THE BLADE
MY HEART POUNDS IN MY THROAT
BUT THE CAN NEVER HURT ME MORE THAN I HAVE HURT MYSELF
I WORSHIP THE PAIN, I WELCOME THE BLADE
I’LL SEE ALL OF YOU IN HELL
THE FIRST CUT ENDS MY PAIN, THE NEXT CUT ENDS MY FEAR
THE LAST CUT ENDS ME
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Warm Body Targets
02:55
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AUGUST 1ST, MIGHTY JUDGE OF WORTH
THE ANGELS LOOKED AWAY
THE SUN HAD DIED BEFORE ITS RISE
NO SONGBIRD SINGS TODAY
HAD THEY KNOWN THIS WOULD BE THEIR LAST
THEY’D BE FUCKING OR SHOOTING UP DOPE
THE FUTURE IS COLD ON A SLAB AT THE MORGUE
THROUGH THE GAZE OF A SNIPER’S SCOPE
WITHIN 90 MINUTES, CASUALTIES MOUNTED
MANY WON’T MAKE IT THROUGH THE NIGHT
JUST FODDER TO FOFILL A LUNATIC'S PROPHECY NECESSITATING DEATH OF EVERY WARM BODY TARGET IN SIGHT
TEARS QUENCH THIS HOLLOW GROUND
THIS DAY IN 66’
16 CASKETS LOWERED DOWN
A NATION’S EYES TRANSFIXED
WHAT DOES THIS COMMUNAL KNIFE WOUND TELL US?
EVERYONE IS AN ENEMY
EVERYONE'S A TARGET
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God, Family, Football
00:39
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TAKE YOUR COMPANY FUNDED, GOD/FAMILY/FOOTBALL TRADITIONAL MYTH FROM YOUR MIND
THIS RAPIDLY TRENDING, PAID ADVERTISING ALLURE HAS SMOTHERED YOUR EYES
OUR STRIP-MALL CULTURE HAS EVASIVELY ROOTED INTO OUR SOCIETY BLANKET
"ALL HAIL THE KING" SAY WE SLAVES OF THE SCREEN
AS WE BUILD YOUR EMPIRE OF SHIT
ONCE THESE “RIGHTS” HAVE RETARDED
YOU’LL BE BACK WHERE YOU STARTED
LAYING IN A HOSPITAL BED
WAKE UP DEAD
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6. |
Choose Your Way
02:39
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WHEN THEY FINALLY FOUND HIM HE WAS LYING FACE DOWN
IN A DIRTY MOTEL ON THE DESPERATE SIDE OF TOWN
SO MUCH SMACK IN HIS VEINS THEY SAID HE DIED INSTANTLY
THEY SUGAR COAT THE NEWS WITH “HE DIDN’T FEEL A THING”
WHY DID HE DO IT? WHO FUCKING CARES?
IT DOESN’T REALLY MATTER NOW THERE’S NO LIFE LEFT IN THERE
IT LEAVES US FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO WONDER WHERE WE WENT WRONG?
PRIDE REDUCED TO HUMILIATION
THEY SAY TIME HEALS ALL WOUNDS, ONE THING THAT IS TRUE
THE OLDER THAT I GET, THE MORE THAT I LOSE
LOWEST DEPTH, NOTHING LEFT
I’M DEFEATED BY THE GRIEF
NO WAY FORWARD, NO ROAD BACK
SORROW GOT THE BEST OF ME
I CRY OUT FOR AN ANSWER, BUT I’M DEPRIVED OF THE WORDS
SO I JUST KEEP ON SCREAMING, ONLY MY OWN VOICE IS HEARD
YOU WERE THE LIGHT IN MY LIFE,YOU MEANT THE WORLD TO ME NOW THAT YOUR’E GONE I DRIFT ALL ALONE
JUST ANOTHER SHIP LOST AT SEA
YOU LEFT ME BLEEDING, BARELY BREATHING
MY HEART FOREVER BEATING ALONE
TIME GOES BY, STILL I CRY
YOU LEFT A VOID TO HAVE AND HOLD ALONE, ALONE,
I BUILD THESE WALLS OF STONE
I’M STANDING ON THE OUTSIDE EDGE
I FEEL THE PAVEMENT CALLING
YOU MADE YOUR CHOICE NOW I MAKE MINE
A TRAGIC TURN BEGINS AGAIN
END MY PAIN? SELFISH GAME
TWIST OF FATE, CHOOSE YOUR WAY
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Lash Of Time
01:29
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OLD MACHINE, DULL AND RIGID, DEAD AND WORN, CORRODED WIRE, SEIZING GEARS, FAILED CONDITION
ARCANE TECHNOLOGY
OUR WORK OUTSHINES OUR BROKEN HANDS, THE MACHINE GREW BIGGER THAN THE MAN, HE WORKED UNTIL HE COULDN’T STAND
A COMICAL SPECTACLE
SHADOWED BY WHAT WE CREATE, OVERWORKED, UNDERPAID, EVULSION FOR THE MODERN AGE
ABUSED BY THE ELEMENTS
NOW CATALOGED IN YEARS OF DUST, NOTHING CUTS THROUGH THE RUST, A TESTAMENT OF DISGUST
ABUSED BY SOCIETY
IN THE WAKE OF YOUR STRUGGLE WHAT HAVE YOU ACCOMPLISHED?
YOU LOATHE YOUR REFLECTION BROKEN DOWN AND IMPOVERISHED
OBSOLETE, CAN’T COMPETE
WASTE OF SPACE, TO BE REPLACED
IN ITS TIME CUTTING EDGE
NOTHING NOW, FORGOTTEN
THE NEW MACHINE ASSIMILATED, OILED, TUNED, CALIBRATED, NO MISTAKES, NO COMPLAINTS
ENSIGN OF EFFICIENCY
THE LASH OF TIME LEFT YOU BEHIND, YOUR INFERIORITY WELL DEFINED, ENVY IS THE KILLING KIND
A COMICAL SPECTACLE
SENILE AND VOID OF ALL AMBITION, YOU’LL DIE WITHOUT YOUR RECOGNITION, THE IRONY IS SICKENING
ABUSED BY SOCIETY
TECHNOLOGY THE UMBILICAL NOOSE, NEO-LUDIAN THEORIES PROVE, DEATH TO SOME, GOD TO ALL
OBSOLETE, CAN’T COMPETE
WASTE OF SPACE, TO BE REPLACED
IN ITS TIME, CUTTING EDGE
NOTHING NOW, FORGOTTEN
FORGOTTEN, FORGOTTEN, FORGOTTEN, FORGOTTEN
THE LASH OF TIME, A TWISTING KNIFE
YOUR FUCKED UP LIFE, SOON TO BE FORGOTTEN
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Nothing
01:15
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THERE’S NOTHING I CAN DO, NOTHING I CAN SAY
PULL THE PLUG, DROP THE HAMMER, TURN THE PAGE, WALK AWAY
MY HOLLOW RIGHTS, I WATCH DECAY
EVER GROWING LESS AMUSED, PASSION TURNS TO SELF ABUSE
I DON’T WANT TO CARE, ABUSE MY BODY
I DON’T WANT TO THINK, ABUSE MY SOUL
I FEEL NO ATTACHMENT TO THIS WORLD WHERE I’M LIVING
ALL OF MY FRIENDS ARE DEAD ANYWAY
I FEEL NO CONNECTION TO THOSE WHO KEEP SPITTING
OPINIONS LIKE VOMIT AS IF I SHOULD CARE
PUT ME TO BED, I WANT TO KEEP DREAMING
OF A PLACE WITH NO HATRED, NO PAIN OR DESPAIR
A GUN TO MY HEAD, I’LL KEEP ON DREAMING
I’LL FADE AWAY AND NO ONE WILL CARE
MY BODY MEANS NOTHING, ITS ONLY A VESSEL
TO CARRY MY SOUL, THAT’S SICK OF BELIEVING
IN A DREAM THAT MEANS NOTHING, I FADE AWAY
A DREAM OF EXISTING, I FADE AWAY
I AM NOTHING
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9. |
Your Disease
00:53
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YOU GOT A PRETTY MOUTH
WHEN I BREAK ALL OF YOUR TEETH OUT
NOT SO FUCKING FUNNY ANYMORE
THIS KNIFE HOLE THROUGH YOUR EGO
LIKE A SWITCH ACROSS THE SPINE
FEEL THE WOUNDS DIG DEEPER
UNTIL YOU BREAK BENEATH THE PAIN
YOUR MACHO SELF IMAGE, LIKE WARM BLOOD IN MY MOUTH REPULSED BY YOUR DISEASE, I FUCKING CUT YOU OUT
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Rambo Syndrome
01:54
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TODAY A FUCKING CHILD, DIED BY MY HAND
SHOT IN THE NECK, HE SUFFERED NOW HE’S DEAD
NO TIME TO THINK, FUCK EM’ I’M ALIVE
NO TIME TO FEEL, FUCK EM’ I’M ALIVE
IT’S ME OR THEM, FUCK EM’ I’M ALIVE
INSTINCT TO KILL, FUCK EM’ I’M ALIVE
THEY’RE NOT PEOPLE, THEY ARE TARGETS
ONLY WAR, ONLY WAR REMAINS
THEY’RE NOT PEOPLE, THEY ARE TARGETS
ONLY WAR, ONLY WAR REMAINS
1000 DEAD, NO CHANGE GLORY,DEATH,HONOR,PAIN
AT LAST THE BATTLE SMOKE CLEARS, WE HAVE WON
MY HOPE FOR THESE PEOPLE WENT DOWN WITH THE SUN
TRAINED BY MY COUNTRY TO SURVIVE IN HELL
IT’S MY PURPOSE TO END LIFE, AS FAR AS I CAN TELL
COLD SWEAT, LAY AWAKE, TOMORROW I’M BACK IN THE STATES
OUT OF STEP, ALL ALONE
I WAS NEVER MEANT TO COME HOME
I BELONG IN A PIT, CANNOT COPE, CAN’T FORGET
WITH MY BROTHERS IN THE SHIT, FULL OF ANGER AND REGRET
A RIBBON AROUND THE OLD OAK TREE
I LIVED A DRONE I’LL DIE A SLAVE
ALL THESE PEOPLE ARE STRANGERS TO ME
I PRAY FOR FLOWERS ON MY GRAVE
THEY’RE NOT PEOPLE, THEY ARE TARGETS
ONLY WAR, ONLY WAR REMAINS
THEY’RE NOT PEOPLE, THEY ARE TARGETS
ONLY WAR, ONLY WAR REMAINS
1,000,000 DEAD, NO CHANGE GLORY,DEATH,HONOR,PAIN
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Lesson Learned
00:15
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YOU HAD YOUR FILL, YOU TAKE STILL, YOU ALWAYS WILL
LESSON LEARNED?
THE VOICES SAY, HAVE YOUR WAY, CAN YOU STRAY?
LESSON LEARNED
LIFE OF SERVITUDE, FEED YOUR DEMONS
ALL ALONG INSIDE YOUR’E SCREAMING
CAN YOU ESCAPE YOUR PRIVATE HELL?
ONLY BLOOD WILL TELL
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Once In The Bloodstream
01:11
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BECAUSE YOUR’E SICK, BECAUSE YOU FEEL THE NEED
BECAUSE YOU HAVE A FUCKED UP SEXUAL COMPULSION TO BREED
BECAUSE YOUR’E WEAK AND WANT TO SPREAD YOUR SEED
WHY ARE YOU JUST TOO FUCKING DUMB TO SEE?
ONCE IN THE BLOODSTREAM, THERE WILL BE BLOODY CHANGE
MUST WE KEEP FUCKING TILL WE’RE ALL FUCKED THE SAME?
1 IN 5 HAVE IT, AND DON’T EVEN KNOW
THAT’S 42MILLION EATERS IN THIS COUNTRY ALONE
WE MUST EDUCATE TO RISE UP FROM THIS IGNORANT AFFLICTION
FOR 1 IN 1 IS ON THE RISE, BEFORE YOU KNOW IT YOUR’E A VICTIM
THE DISEASE IS ALL AROUND US, IT’S HIDING IN OUR SKIN
SO GIVE IN TO TEMPTATION, AND LET THE FUCKING POISON IN
WE COULD STOP THIS EPIDEMIC, IF WE ONLY CARED
INSTEAD WE WATCH THE WALKING DEAD PRAY ON THE UNAWARE
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Facing The Knife
02:00
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FEEL THE COLD CRISP EDGE
SKIN TENSING AS THE BLADE TOUCHES DOWN
TENSION RELEASES, THE BODY IS TAPPED
BLOOD POOLS RAPIDLY, LIKE SPIKING FOR OIL
MASSIVE ENDORPHIN RUSH
RELEASED TO COMBAT THE PAIN
STEAL THE LIGHT AS LONG AS YOU CAN
THE DARK PATH LIES AHEAD
DOPE AND FEAR, INDUCED PARALYSIS
CAN’T SHUT IT OFF, STRAPPED IN FOR THE RIDE
WEAK AND NUMB, PUMP YOURSELF DRY
FEEL THEIR INSTRUMENTS, DIGGING INSIDE
PRESSURE AND HEAT, YOUR INNARDS RANSACKED
LIKE A SEARCH AND SEIZURE
WHO KNOWS WHAT THEY’RE AFTER?
COLD SWEAT, NIGHT TERROR
BED WET WITH PISS AND FEAR
IN PATIENT STAY TILL DEATH
THERE’S NO HOPE LEFT IN HERE
TERROR IS FEEDING
IT’S A RARE CONDITION
THERE’S A CHANCE FOR SURVIVAL
IF YOU CAN FACE THE KNIFE
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14. |
Torture Report
01:55
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BLOOD THIRST, RELENTLESS
A UNIFIED EYE WITNESSED
HUNGRY, A BODY FRESHLY DEAD
FEEDING, A BULLET THROUGH THE HEAD
AN AUDIENCE WATCHES WITH NO THOUGHT TO PAUSE
THE ATROCITY IS ALL BUT GRIEVED
ANALYZED METICULOUSLY
VIOLENCE, THE CORNERSTONE OF OUR ENTERTAINMENT
MURDER CAPTIVATES OUR LIVES
A SHAME IT HAS TO BE A CRIME
WE DEPRIVE OURSELVES OF OUR PRIMAL TEMPTATIONS
AND LEAVE THE MEDIA TO HAVE THE FUN
IT PLAYS ALL DAY ON RE-RUN
IN OUR FACE, NO RESTRAINT
TORTURE FLASHING ON THE SCREEN
CAMERAS SNATCHING EVERY SCENE
THE CURTAINS DROP, THE SHUTTER STOPS
APPLAUSE, APPLAUSE, APPLAUSE
OUR EYES ARE LOCKED
OUR JAWS ARE DROPPED
IT CAN’T BE UNDONE
YET LEAVES US HUNGRY STILL
HOW HER LEGS DANCE SO FREE, WITH NO PELVIS TO RESTRAIN
SPECTATORS LOOKING ONWARD
DROOLING OVER EVERY CRY OF PAIN
WHAT A SICKENING REALIZATION
SOMEONE WANTS TO WATCH ME DIE
OR PAY HARD EARNED BLOOD MONEY
TO WITNESS THE MURDER WITH THEIR OWN EYES
WELCOME TO THE DAILY SNUFF SHOW
CAN YOU HEAR THE MILLIONS CHEER?
DO YOU FANCY AN EXECUTION?
OR A SUICIDE AMONGST YOUR PEERS?
HEARTLESS, BUTCHERY
IN GOD WE TRUST THIS MONEY
CAST DOWN BY A GOLDEN HAND
A KILLING JUST TO PROVE YOU CAN
DICTATE MORTALITY FOR A PRICE
MURDER INFLATION ON THE RISE
IS IT EVER A SURPRISE?
PEOPLE ARE KILLING JUST TO BE RECOGNIZED
AS A HEARTLESS CELEBRITY
BY A SHAMELESS SOCIETY
AS THE NEWS REEL PREFORMS ITS SICKENING REPRISE
MURDER FLASHING ON THE SCREEN
BLOODHOUNDS OGGLING EVERY SCENE
AND THE WORLD KEEPS TURNING AS WE’RE DESENSITIZED
TORTURE FLASHING ON THE SCREEN
CAMERAS SNATCHING EVERY SCENE
THE CURTAINS DROP, THE SHUTTER STOPS
APPLAUSE, APPLAUSE, APPLAUSE
OUR EYES ARE LOCKED
OUR JAWS ARE DROPPED
IT CAN’T BE UNDONE
YET LEAVES US HUNGRY STILL
THIS IS THE TORTURE REPORT TODAY
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